Atheist or Strategic Disbelief ?

Allah is The Greatest! That's my first belief of Islam that Allah is The Greatest because it's important to stay focused on one God as our Creator in order to have faith in our existence. 
We have been created and that's for sure. If we were to come in this world by our own will or choice, then everyone would have created himself/herself the best, the richest and the most powerful of all. 
And if we were created from the soil because that's what a human body becomes when left to deteriorate; and we think that the micro-organisms have collectively formed us because they are the same that eat us up when we get buried then we are just fooling ourselves. Just wonder, those objects that ain't visible with the human eyes have the brain to think and talk among themselves that let's create a human who has both his hands on the either sides of his shoulder and eyes right blow the oval shaped head and a nose and over 200 bones and ligaments so well to be placed and so on. I can give more of such instances in particular.
And we think a human being has created us then that's utmost foolishness because the question is who created him. Even a human being until today hasn't been able to create a living being even of the size of an ant then how about the kangaroos, giraffes, hippopotamus, lion, women, just wonder.
And that there's only one God is the truest in it's nature because if there were more than one God then we would have witnessed clashes amongst them and expected fire balls and war over the skies and the planets and the galaxies and the stars because the world itself is witness to the fact that where there are equal powers there's always war.
That's the belief of Islam that we are here in this world because Allah wanted us to be here as a test and the one who passes it will enter into Jannah-The Paradise.
The news channels and their telecasts are all owned by the Non-Muslims and it's true that a few groups of Muslim men plan conspiracy against a nation but there is a big difference between them and a true Muslim. Exceptions are always there.
Suppose there's a group of robbers and they go to Temple every morning and rob people at night.  It is completely inappropriate to say that all Hindus are robbers and beware of them. It's disgusting to even give it a thought.
In the same way people who do wrongs are just wrong people. That's it. It's injustice to link them to a religion and go against the whole of the religion. No religion teaches violence. The common delicacies of all religions certify peace and harmony amongst on and all. Terrorists have no religion.
A lot of times the word 'jihad' is misinterpreted and conveyed in a completely different manner. Jihad only means submitting your will to the will of Allah and Allah doesn't ask killings. Who are we to kill anyone when there's Allah present? The sects and groups of people who have long beard and a covering on their heads and the outfits of a Kurta Pajama are not all ought to be called Muslim. Any matured man can have beard and cover his head and have the outfits from the market and call himself a Muslim. Is it how we recognise the religion of a human being, no, for sure. Islam doesn't teach terrorism and the terrorists are not Muslims and more specifically they are not ought to be considered humans indeed. Allah hasn't anywhere mentioned in the Quran that humans are permissible of taking lives of any other human being. That's all I had to say.
I ask for apology if I had hurt any body's religious sentiments anywhere above. Feedback are welcome.
Thank You.

-Saiz

Secrets of My Diary | #6. ~Self-Esteem~

There is something good and there's something bad too in people. It depends upon you what you want to learn from them. And unless you have respect for them you can't learn from them.That's why I say 'I love respect more than I respect love'.Then comes judging people. How can you judge anyone whom you met just a few months ago. There are people who know me since I first opened my eyes into this world. There is my family who know me from years and still counting. Then how come you know anyone completely in a couple of months.I know I'm not perfect, but I'm trying.What are you doing? Please! Think.But, I really feel pity upon you when you judge me because of my past or how much you know or how much I show.Do you know why?That's because I don't live there anymore.

‪#‎Revoutionary_Thinker‬
‪#‎Professional_Dreamer‬

‪#‎Passionate_Writer‬

~SaIz

Secrets of My Diary | #5. ~Happiness~

We came to life crying. And we want happiness while dying.Such is the life we keep expecting.Our time is limited to the end of its nature primeWe have not a goal or any extra time.All we do is make fun of oneAnd with friends,we think that's fun.We have not the respect for people we closely knowAnd we crave for their love in moments of sorrow.Think upon yourself for a momentWill they come down to help when you lament?Then how can you expect Allah to doBut still Allah will do; because He's the only true.'The reason why we feel sadIs because Allah is not happy with us.'The disregard and the disrespect we showDon't we know to whom we'll go?And we say happiness is all fun.Looking within to have found none.Make Allah happy.You'll never be sorry.It sometimes makes me happyAnd sometimes surprised.If I die today having done nothingHow will I stand before Allah as prophesied!‪#‎Forgive_me_ya_ALLAH‬~SaIz

Secrets of My Diary | #4. ~Satisfaction~

The reason why no one has ever established satisfaction in their lives is that it's a never ending sumptuous desire. Whims mostly are never comprehendible. And one should believe that being satisfied is a state that should be evaluated upon self-assurance. But, we are the victims of our own egotism eventually.

There's a point in saying that I'm satisfied with myself and it's not even a bit selfish; the reason being the admittance of the Almighty Allah and His blessings and rewards. 

At the same time there is never a sigh in saying that I'm satisfied with what I've done. Though it might seem perfect on a note of realization, but when we spare ourselves for the cause of the rewards then we have to consider doing every possible thing to feel satisfied.

Make your sweetest desire your last mistake! Don't just hang on to things that hanged up. First know your worth, then do what you are worthy of.

Secrets of My Diary#3. ~Realization~

People are crazy and times are strange

I used to care but things have changed

This little infinity of ours

For the fault in our stars

Let go off the invidious thoughts

Still relying on the lone forwards

Into the sighs of hurried wayward

For the heart implies the awkward

Knowing what I want

Preferring what I need

Subtle will be the partitions of life

That day will distance all my strife.

-Saiz

Strangely Friends; Friendly Strangers! 2015- The Novel

Page: 3

This life is temporary. So I am happy to let you go; because I'm planning to be with you in Jannah. I wrote it in my fable and went to bed. As I laid down and as it always happens I began with my out of the world creations.Things are so crazy and life is so strange. On the very first day of my new life was I struck by this thought. That was when I was assured by Him that He will grant me a home in Jannah where we'll stay forever this way.I said to myself Ah..I don't love you. I really don't. It's something more than that. But, I will still use the same word because I haven't still discovered the word for my cause.On a personal note love is just freaking over-rated. Okay! Let's not get distracted from my purpose.From the day we started talking. I knew I wanted you around, forever. But forever was just never happening because I know this world's gonna end, I'm gonna grow old and die and that we will have to depart.So, I promise to follow you to the end of time. And believe me when I say that I knew you loved me. May be the thoughts descended or you were not just there yet. That's the reason why I don't call it love. Just wait for me, somewhere between reality and all that we've ever dreamed.

Two Things : Just two

Two things : Importance and Necessity.
And when you're not Important, nothing is Necessary perhaps.
Two things: Appreciation and Realization.
And you know you don't need somebody's Appreciation to Realize what you're worthy of.

Two things: Done and Undone.
And what's Done can't be Undone.
Two things: Confidence and Ignorance.
And if you are Confident enough to move forward, you'll most probably Ignore what's trailing behind.
Two things: Complain and Explain.
And never, never Complain to anyone, to get them a chance to Explain.
Two things: Impress and Express.
And you live to Express what you are, not to Impress by how you are.
Two things: Love and Life.
And when you Love your Creator, He will then be proud of giving you Life.
Two things: Expectation and Disappointment.
And you must stop Expecting from creatures so as to never get Disappointed.
Two things: Live and Leave.
And if you can't Live happily then Leave happily.
Two things: Note and Story.
And it's been 'A Note to Self' and 'An End of Story'!

-Saiz

Secrets of My Diary | #2. ~Resurrection~

Secrets of My Diary

#2. ~Resurrection~

As I lay down at night
Under the drizzling dim light
I know there is Someone
Watching me from above
Someone who looks after me
Every second of my day
Someone who has created me from clay.
Someone who tames the sea.
Someone who I know will be there till my end.
Someone who is my only true friend.
Someone beyond the skies.
Someone who can always see.
Every little guilt that I daily do.
Every little nectar that creates the hue.

Every little lie that I say.

Every other game I play.
Every little hurdle that came my way.
Every little price that I pay.
He will reveal all the genuineness of my life.
He will do justice against my strife.
The day of judgement will be the end for sure.
And the beginning of a new life utmost pure.
‪#‎Revolutionary_Thinker‬

-Saiz

Secrets of My Diary | #1. ~Perfection~

Secrets of My Diary

#1.      ~Perfection~

The reason why no one has ever achieved perfection is: it's a moving target.
And your flawlessness endlessly needs to contract your stance when it comes to a positive attitude.You know you can connect the things, relate yourself to it or keep up the bargains with your life's splendiferous accomplishments in the search of enlightenment. And that's not just the end if you stop.
Get yourself out of your fantasy! It's important to keep moving; be it called crawling indeed. But, it's more important to know the helm of it. This will eventually lead you to perfection because in the end it's you to decide or judge or evaluate yourself.
And that's perfection if you believe yourself.

-Saiz

I wish I could shut my eyes
To make my heart pure before it dies
Intriguing the innocence and the lies
Notwithstanding the deadly cries

I wish I could go back in time
To revive my future into one sublime
And when still the reasons deform
My Life I know can transform

I love the people who make me smile
With no exploits and no beguile

If they are good enough to be the reason behind it
I would never give up whatever be the limit.

~SAiz 

                          Dated: 24-1-2014

I still remember the first day we met
We were too shy to say much, I bet

It's funny to think back to that time
Because now we're having a highness of shrine

They say that true friendship is rare
An adage I believe to be true and dare.

Genuine friendship is something that I cherish
People of your kind never let the bonds perish.

I am so lucky to have met you.
Our bond is extremely special to be true.

It is unique in it's own way
We have something irreplaceable to say.

I love you more and more each day.
We've been through hard times together but never got away.

In so little time we've shared,
I'll never forget moments
when you showed me how much you cared.

Friends are forever
And the bond that you and I possess will break never.

I love your fun-filled personality
Somehow you never fail to impress me, it's reality

The world could use more people like you
It would certainly be a better place as I love everything about you.

You are someone I could never replace.
You are always there for me in even a little space.

When my spirits need a little lift
I cannot thank you enough for that gift.

You are truly an extraordinary present.
You are everything to me and more of a lady so innocent.

I could never express that enough,
Life is such a treacherous journey, and
Without you it would've been even more tough.

Our story will continue to grow
With each passing day
Because I trust that with you by my side everything will always be Okay.

You are so dear to me
You are the most special decree.

You know I will love you until the very end
I will always be there for you,
And you will always (and forever) be my best friend smile ;)

Somewhere between growing up!

How often it happened in my life
When I felt all alone banged with a knife

And wanted my nearest and dearest's favor,

But that person swallowed somebody else's opinion rather.
Leaving me completely broken,
And not even a single section of my heart was sunken
To b right about selecting,

That person as my nearest and dearest without complaining.
My loneliness kept on begging,

If she could help me out of this mess starring.
Then I lost my hope when she said it ahead

Those hailstorm like words

And tears burst out perhaps for a long time they shed.
I felt as if I was behead.
There's nothing more I want to say,

'cause I haven't reached so far

From gratifying myself into self-fray.

-Saiz

I always knew what I was to miss as I grow old.
Those simple letters in poor hand-writing
Onto the sheets that appear as mold.
That were darned into places worth remembering.
-Saiz

Your beauty is like a sunset on an ocean shore.
You're everything i want and much more.



Your eyes twinkle like the stars in the midnight sky.
Your presence makes me feel like I'm flying high.



Your scent is like the sweetest rose.
Your beauty runs from your head to your toes.



Your beauty takes my breath away.
Your voice, so sweet no matter what you say.



Your beautiful face glistens and shines.
Your beauty makes me wish that you were mine.
-Anonymous

Uske bagair main_raha kuchh bhi nahi
Usse door hokar maine kaha kuchh bhi nahi

Gham_e_zindagi se musalsal ghira raha beshaq'
Par usay aakhri khat mein_maine likha kuchh bhi nahi

Yaad aata haii uska harf_ba_harf tafseer karna
Kuchh puchho toh ab saaf kehta haii kuchh bhi nahi

Harr shab guzart haii aalam_e_madhoshi mein
Hosh jo aaya toh raha yaad kuchh bhi nahi.

Kho kar mujhe usne paaya kuchh bhi nahi
Khoya haii itna maine ke ab baaki kuchh bhi nahi

Uski bhi aankhein namm thi mere aakhri lamhon mein
Jisne aakhri mulaaqat mein mujhse kaha kuchh bhi nahi.

A Dream I live

I am living a dream.
Into heaven I've been sleeping
Since years as long as nineteen.
It's just an insight of my vision
That continues to grow beyond imperfections.

I am totally unaware of
The places I have been put forth.
I know not what is life,
But I came across all kinds of strife.

As a little child I was created on earth
I wondered what are other planets for.
I would go to school daily
Passing the exams unknowingly.