Somewhere between growing up!

How often it happened in my life
When I felt all alone banged with a knife

And wanted my nearest and dearest's favor,

But that person swallowed somebody else's opinion rather.
Leaving me completely broken,
And not even a single section of my heart was sunken
To b right about selecting,

That person as my nearest and dearest without complaining.
My loneliness kept on begging,

If she could help me out of this mess starring.
Then I lost my hope when she said it ahead

Those hailstorm like words

And tears burst out perhaps for a long time they shed.
I felt as if I was behead.
There's nothing more I want to say,

'cause I haven't reached so far

From gratifying myself into self-fray.

-Saiz